addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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pat is fat. FAT. FFFAAAAAAAAATTTT

severe bingeing going on here. sigh. feeling awfully bloated now :( i need help. i want to go for nice slow leisurely long runs like last time. something i miss a lot. sigh maybe i shall go on saturday or something. just hope my injured muscles don't get in the way (most likely that they will though)

breatheee. i need to breathe. training later. dreading it. hating thinking about it. and i'm sure it's going to suck and be a useless session. i hate training. specifically their trng prog.

yesyes, i must go for a nice slow long run soon. need it. and then i want to go do some decent 200s on the track soon. agh. all this amongst the mountain of hw we've got. howhowhow.

pimply forehead is still there. and now i feel so fat i want to deflate! rahhh. hot i'm feeling unwell and giddy now. pooey.

-bangs keyboard in frustration. life's a bitch. ahha i learnt that in school. life's a beetch.

mantou. sianying gave me one mantou today. i love pao bread (aka mantou). chi1 le4 man3 tou2 jiu4 hui4 man3 tou2 da4 han4. laugh everyone, laugh.

i'm hating it. (adapted from macdonalds slogan)

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you